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Sought Ataraxia.

by Museum Legs

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mattraskopf
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mattraskopf Highly organized, sits in the groove, clicks, clacks and not too many snare attacks, voices pianos and guitars unify. Goes well with flatback, pen and paper. goes with science. Favorite track: Lights and Science..
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brianbarthelmes This record really reveals the nature of the problem, and in doing so the solution. Lights and science. A twisted melt through experimentation in process, sound, and execution. The subtle influence from greats like Fred Durst, Aaron Lewis, and DimeBag Drell really shine down upon this selection of songs. Offering the real glimpse into the personal self doubt of the author. 6 stars.
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1.
I’ve never choked this bad in spot light, people, All the others hit it right. In a back room I am met with a shivering As it whistles in the mind. Bum notes, loose grasp and a senseless looping Replay behind the eyes Stone-cold-un-stoned and sober laying Lids Wide and flat back Sore and cold with a cold sore forming From the stress of that time. So lump it in, pile it on the failures Crowding up a dusty box Holding things only somewhat useful Like a string of old tree lights, A-glow and dead in a random order And tangled highway tight. Like dates and nights that I have pushed through Loves n shames, fast holds and folds. So all balled up in a harsh unraveling Baiting patience in smoke. Releasing grip and calming breathing Repeat the line “I am fine." So unsubtle those times of collapsing, Tensing muscles to endure. Nights colored in their utter drunkness Then the Fear of what’s been done. And all the moments of public bombing Explode without a cue While Attempting to delete these stories In search of ataraxia Take away the stage But leave me something: Keys, strings, and skins.
2.
Air-Light. 04:20
You feel un-trim, You lag behind, You breathe all wild, You’ll never be air-light. A hardened grin, A muscled rile, A double chin, You’ll never feel air-tight. A glass of gin, A lung well used, A book half through, You calibrate the dial. Arrive to terms Showing the work, Divide the pile Hm. this may take a while. The home’s dispersed, The memory’s worse, The copious files, Never again to be a child. We trudge a long, We hum deaths songs, We pursue calm, Our tortured little smiles. We search for still, We know full well , We push up hill, Our days are laid like tile. A tranquil dream With an acceptance speech then the waking eyes Reveal that you have been beguiled.
3.
You barley see What brought the rolling thunder Lights and science It’s brought around With out a cloud using Mics and patience I plug it in a Search engine using Type and glyphics I pull it up It brings sweet sleep in these Nights of silence You barley see What brought the rolling thunder Lights and science
4.
The last thing on your list should be the first. It’s not unknown a check is overdue. You hit the string aware it may Blow up or be out of tune . Add miles To rolling dials All while chugging forward Somethings Tugging at the shirt. Remaining calm approaching barriers. The shake and ache is unsubtly worse. You see the limit’s swift arrive but still decide it’s alright to drive. This time The bones alerting Quit moving Vitals are churning Blurred picture Surround in 3D. The thing you feared the most materialized. You rode it down and now you’ll ride it out. Now you get to endure events That rattle and twist the confidence. Field trial Define composure Show up Deal with disaster Be one That rolls it off the back. You’ve stomached just about what you can take. You hear a tune the quells your scarlet rage. As you weathered through before You’ll wade, sustain, and brave some more. Stone up, Held down the fort till Midnight All absent minded, Functioned Like a little Leaf pile On auto pilot. It comes, Life came and caught up With us. We pushed and pushed it. Drove through With blinking warnings. It comes Let’s address it. Meet it, Grin and bear it, Withstand, Don’t hog the torments, Go down In cool composure. Don’t be so cartoonish in defeat.
5.
Debt-Hole. 04:56
Buying In no tomorrow style Items With no function helpful Do you really need it? Need it? I can’t afford it at all Can we turn the heat on? Do we need a reason at all? As it happens Feeling maximum stressed out. Moments At any point passing along. Conscience Pipes in “oh god I’m fucked” Can you take or leave it? Is it a muscle message? Because wreck-less actions and swipe and sign outings you’ve erased the calm Why’s there Pleasure in shredding dollars? Then visions Of huddling round trash fires. Hungry Gonna put my heart in my mouth Can’t really eat it Stick with the beans and the rice Do I own a business? Or just work with some guys? Exit-planning while stifled can not just throw it in the debt hole and run Planning what’s this planning? Planning all this planning never seems to pan out
6.
Most Things are not soft lately, Here, trace the line With pointed calloused finger, Some sight can lie. Hold together, Tie the tie, Drink some water Be still or ride. Where is the exercise teaching What advice to buy? Quotes with opposite meanings Flood the aisles. What’s the saying- “Leaf in life Be as river. the floating of?” What’s all this futile searching For peaceful times? Nature programs have show us The gamut’s wide. Reefs of coral, Streets of lice , Woe in plural, Boons in tides. Most words are not self labeling In tested learned. Then so revealed as harmful, pure colors turned. Sounds cacophonous In humid air, Bullhorns pointed Intent to tear. Some uncommon words sounding Unlike their drift. Burgeoning more confusion Through which to sift. Ataraxia- Meaning calm Anaphylaxis - Meaning alarm. What’s the saying- “In a leaf Be the river Of floating life"? What’s the saying? “Of the river Float a beings life in a leaf"? “Be the float of life leaving in a river?” What’s the saying"?
7.
When it hits the right light It seems full in supply This little lead-a-life Then a scanning of the years Moistens up the the curtains Wrapping up the eyes A classic little match Like pilots and the burner Like timers and the chef There’s water in the rice No cork in the wine It’s nearing time to dine When taking up the stock Of what’s inside my orbit Complaints would be waste ‘Cause the apartment’s got it’s stuff And I keep waking up And get to move it all around Got people to call Who’ve huddled in the fox hole Who’ll star in the slide show The folks are still alive Just a couple numbers Connect us any time There’s tips in the jar A blanket on the mattress Bubbles in the fridge Is contentment in the bag? Riffling to the bottom Neglecting what’s removed There’s music in the box Discovery awaits me At whim and fingertips. Something struck a chord And conjured up the moments Of elation at it’s core
8.
Lay still What lies in me You’ll get your little pill Just be A patient thing And I’ll curl to your will Broad strokes A net set wide Captures it’s kill Not without Collateral And sacrifice of skill Make the mess And clean it up Rest the rock atop the hill With some Time and thought The ridge becomes a sill Two points Converged by force The maker and the made Don’t just Arrive as such With no measure of waste The Plan And the Fall Apart Tightly locking hands Reminding The Let It Go It’s running in the sand Conscious Of finality Can drown out the poise Endurance And fortitude Must be the louder noise
9.
Halcyon. 03:39
I’ve got a broken record Mantra upstairs Rash in its berating “I’m terrible” How many weird versions Of sporting self One is the devils puppet Abhorring the skin he’s in. You’ve Been a dive bomber I’m a bell diver Under a little pressure Attempting to keep it sealed Go along Go alive And when the boulder rolls Back to the Valley floor It sweeps over little baby And everything he’s pushed for Don’t be that little devil Don’t be surprised When what you think will happen Unfolds the same every time I am wide-aware That I’m not the fist To wrestle strong stiff fluids Still, I’m the worst. Go along Go alive Waiting for halcyon Though undeserved It’s all on me How I’m over-served Oh little trial blazer Hen of the wild brush Clean the curling path Make it a little easy Sewn to a harsh incentive Sums up a dumb life Speed the dull fraying Its time to be untied
10.
Is it safe? You can hide here only Knowing facts in full, Like I would pay for quiet Action’s left outside. Get it on, The serene routine That sturdies up the tracks. Feeling one With this folding And arranging the effects. Get it back In workday order To give spine To the structure. Can’t say I’m a fan of breaking Methods aiding flow. C’mon, Put the bed together, The plates on top, And Lo’ Behold It feels all better, Fits all tighter too Improve The push and pull of The hush and lull. If it bends I go off the rails A beat missed Neighborhood’s getting menaced. Whats this RIP? Want to live in peace Not rest in death. Seems Impossible With all this tethering. Balancing alone and with The forrest or the tree Cures The waves of rational Anxieties. Get it back in workday order To give spine To the structure. If it bends I go off the rails A beat missed Neighborhood’s getting menaced . ●●●●●●●●●●

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released August 13, 2021

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